stephanie

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-17T13:35:00

2005-08-17T17:36:45Z

so i got a new livejournal for the next semester as i always do

i know its annoying to add but i added everyone who i think might care
if you are not added and you do care ,then tell me ill add you.
since i finally got my 35 mm a couple of weeks ago i'll post photography and stuff too
sooooo
yeah
im still reading this one
just in case people are really TOO lazy to add me

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-17T11:57:00

2005-08-17T15:57:47Z

cho anne needs to fucking wake her asian ass up and drive downtown to meet me.

edit: DAMN YOU JASON! i am never answering an american apparel call on my day off ever again. i have to go open the mont royal store ARHFHHF i need money its okay cho anne better fuckin come help out so we can hangout that lazy trendy bitch.

ps.happy birthday stephen. you are so old. GOD.

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-17T11:31:00

2005-08-17T15:34:26Z

i love when i am totally calm and tired on the phone and people make me look like i am crazy and mad just to embarass me.
thats awesome.

how about you stop doing that and everyone just leaves me the fuck alone.
because i dont care

i seriously DONT CARE

and all the screaming in the world wont make me care.

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-15T17:25:00

2005-08-15T21:34:14Z

1. First thing you did this morning: got woken up by emma's phonecall

2. Last thing you ate: cereal

3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap?: yeah i cant press yes

4. What's the thing you look forward to most in the next 6 months?
going to school,good shows,my birthday,maybe a boy :/

5. What's annoying you right now?:my parents, 98% of my friends (whom im cutting off cause i dont give 2 shits about most people anymore),boys,school

6. What’s the last movie you watched?the notebook

7. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: fuck it

8. What's worse...being in love with someone you can't have or pretending to love someone you don't? first one.

9. Is there someone you miss so much it makes you sad? ya

10. What inspires you? bope

11. If you could put together a concert of 5 bands, who would you choose?
joy division headlining with 4 other sets of joy division opening kthx.

12. Lyric that sums up your love life?
"You never fell for me,
You fell for how it felt
You felt for being held,
We don’t know what we want, but we’re both needy,
But what do we need really?

And lately I’ve been living on my own…
And I’ve fucked up so many times
I’m better off alone.
"

13. What’s the one thing you wish you could do better? get over things

14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would it be?
away

15. What's your most vivid memory from 6th grade? crying the last day of school

16. Latest addiction? coffee

17. Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone?not kill,hurt yes.

18. How many people would you say you were interested in at once? 2

19. Who are you in love with? ...

20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily? fuck no

21. Are you self confident? eh

22. What would you change about yourself? this question comes in every survey

23. What book are you reading right now? the player by dostoevsky.

24. How many people do you know with the same name as yours? like 10

25. What was the last thing you spilled? i spill everything

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-15T16:59:00

2005-08-15T21:00:30Z

i miss him
i'm trying so hard not to call
:(
god

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-15T00:04:00

2005-08-15T04:09:58Z

i had an awesome day at work yesterday,regardless of my crazy mother , then me and allison walked to stlaurent so i could pick up my girrrrrl steph#2 with sab and andreanne to go to saphirs for joey's night.

sab couldnt get in?
so andreanne left with her
and alex got me guestlist

i havent partied like that in a while ;)
we had a blast

next day hungout with sacha all day
good demonstration of my ADD and fruit anorexia
&fat pigeons who eat my vegan cookies

then i went to shane's appartment and watched the notebook
i guess it was less lame. i still didnt cry.
he made me yummy weird protein pasta

im sick and i have NOTHING to fo on my day off tomorrow
ew

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-13T01:25:00

2005-08-13T05:31:14Z

i bought some cute stuff today
and pat cut and straightened my hair SO NICE

IT WAS SO NICE

then i made the mistake of accepting to go get dinner with him in china town.
of course its raining so the whole way to the metro i put a plastic bag on my head.
then i even said id pay for a cab to get there so i wouldnt get it more wet

and even when pat was talking to his friend shamus i was hiding under a roof thing.

then thinking i pulled it off pretty good and barely wet my hair ,as he is walking me to the metro he shows me this chinese mural thing

it was too dark to see so i'm like :[ aw i cant see so he starts pressing this button under a dragon statue and i thought it was lights or whatever , after pressing it 3 times

THE FUCKING DRAGON STATUE VOMITS 45 GALLONS OF WATER ALL OVER ME

new clothes and hair= ruined?

yeah pretty fucking funny asshole.
he laughed for 20 minutes.

UGH

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-11T21:36:00

2005-08-12T01:40:44Z

considering i am 505.56$ richer tonight
i am goign to get a cute haircut and buy cute stuff tomorrow

i have shit to pickup for alex,shane and his roomate though.

john totally laughed at me for crying and he was apparantly like "poor steph she's making me feel like i died"

that fucking british faggot im not going to miss him
yes i will

and the time i almost got him fired for telling head office he hated american apparel,they should die and told me to "quit while i'm ahead".

and when id pop my head out of the store while he was smoking on the bench and say NO FAGGOTS ALLOWED ON THE BENCH

and the way he'd tell me everyday "wow you really look slutty today" or "shut up you fuckin bitch go get pregnant"

awwwwww
we had a great friendship.

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-09T23:48:00

2005-08-10T03:49:28Z

john leaves day after tomorrow :[

i finally registered for school
ARE THINGS TURNING AROUND?

so i apparantly have to watch high fidelity about a week after the beginning of my sulking.

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-09T00:19:00

2005-08-09T04:19:46Z

:[..........................< / 3 aw man. FUCK THIS.

too bad i thought i was over it and i'm apparently not and i'm even worse off now.

awesome

apart from that fun day
originally just went to dawson but i then ended up chilling with shane for a bit then met up with tina and we had quality time and then dee called and then celina called.

all in all saw good people

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-08T15:26:00

2005-08-08T19:33:57Z

my task was simple today.
i was to go to that scene hellhole dawson college pay my dues and register for my 5th semester (killme) simply
i had the mind to want to ask to take an extra french class

1)apparantly i havent taken any courses last semester?+i have to fill out this ridiculous form to register
2)finally they give me my grades i failed a course :[ and tell me nevermind the fact it says you did none
3)Then informed there is no advanced french in night school.
4)to try and get a day school one , proceed to D.11
5)After getting lost 4 times,D.11 cant do anything ,give me 3 numbers to call,one after august 15th
6)After deciding i'll at least register for english and philosophy before dealing with the stupid french shabang, the website says 2 COURSES ARE OVER MY COURSE LOAD. IM ONLY TAKING 2 COURSES.
7)i call the fucking helpline,get put on hold for 20 minutes(cant even answer emma's call)
8)the helpline cant do nothin for me ,gotta call cont. ed helpline that starts at 4:30
9)call back emma to bitch and swear alot.

I HATE YOU DAWSON
I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE OUT BY NOW
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-07T22:47:00

2005-08-08T02:47:38Z

yup so my life sucks

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-06T00:42:00

2005-08-06T04:44:17Z

ah fuck
what have i gotten myself into this time.

ps.
highlight of albany:

"i love your tattoo, love will tear us apart , is that most precious blood?"

yes subway hardcore girl , yes it is.

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-03T09:45:00

2005-08-03T13:47:53Z

things ive established are better then NEW old school hardcore (posicore or whatever)

hockey
star wars
american apparel
reading
eating
sleeping
joy division
watching movies
being online
going to the bathroom
throwing up some cupcakes
photography
banging my foot on the corner of the table
religious art
satan
lamps

yeah......that sums it up
and juice boxes i guess

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-02T19:56:00

2005-08-02T23:57:00Z

Tuesday, September 27th 2005 - La Sala Rossa - Montreal, QC, Canada

Buried Inside, Unsane, Mi Amore.

AND A WEEK LATER CONVERGE
OH OH OH OH HOW CONVIENENT THE ONLY 2 HC BANDS I STILL LISTEN TO.

<3333333333333333333

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-01T23:51:00

2005-08-02T03:57:37Z

why my american apparel coworkers rock:

me- :(
joann: baby dont be sad about this . just get your mind off it , read a good book and relax.
me: i'm reading dostoevsky...
jo ann: BITCH WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? DO YOU WANT TO KILL YOURSELF ? WHAT IS IT WITH YOU AND RUSSIAN LITERATURE? WHY DONT YOU READ DIARY OF A SHOPOHOLIC OR SOMETHING?
me: :*( sowwy
jo anne: MOTHERFUCKER....*throws skirt in anger* *looks at customers* hi can i help you find a size :)?
allison: guys i just vomit burped

awwwwwwwww

PS.HOCKEY SEASON HOCKEY SEASON HOCKEY SEASON SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!!!!! SUMMER END PLZ YOU HAVE RUINED ME.

changeofspeed @ 2005-08-01T00:15:00

2005-08-01T04:17:06Z

grow up and get over all of this you faggot.

laying around in my hoodie and underwear smoking cigarettes and crying every 10 minutes won't make much of a difference.

changeofspeed @ 2005-07-27T01:37:00

2005-07-27T05:39:32Z

ok so people talk.
alot apparantly.

pft some friends.
i'm not ashamed of anything i say though.
just so everyone knows ; i'll admit to being a player hater. i'd rather be that then a dumb social whore like eveyrone else.

ps. john taught me the british way to give someone the finger. i got so into it i flipped people off all night but i got the wrong response all the time. you'd understand if you knew. if you are really curious go to england and tell someone to go fuck a tree?

changeofspeed @ 2005-07-23T23:44:00

2005-07-24T03:44:56Z

all i want is to be on the bus to new york leaving this shithole and the people who live here.

no offence?

changeofspeed @ 2005-07-21T01:31:00

2005-07-21T05:33:08Z

i went to willie wonka with andrew
it was so good
<3

changeofspeed @ 2005-07-19T11:32:00

2005-07-19T15:34:17Z

i love how i got recruted for a job i already have
& i love eating breakfast alone.

changeofspeed @ 2005-07-16T23:39:00

2005-07-17T03:43:14Z

so dov charney came today,
&despite all the allegations
took a picture of me holding a paper saying my name , where i am from and my cellphone number.

changeofspeed @ 2005-07-15T01:07:00

2005-07-15T05:10:10Z

i just realized something really sucky.
:(

changeofspeed @ 2005-07-08T00:55:00

2005-07-08T04:58:22Z

So i'm going to albany beginning of august

♥

changeofspeed @ 2005-07-01T10:39:00

2005-07-01T14:40:29Z

me and vicky ran into my hot british coworker stock boy john&met his hot motherufcking boyfriend from paris and let us just say.

it was hot.